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Thank you so much for stopping by to follow my blog. This is my journey. A journey to find peace and hope. Along the way I will find myself sharing very deep personal things that I have been through that can give others hope. Along the way, There may be a devotion thrown in. I am of the Christian Faith and believe in Jesus Christ. I know that my hope lies within him. I will mistakes and you will read about them here, but it just goes to show that we are all human and we have a Father in heaven who loves us enough to forgive us of all of our sins. I am coming clean through this blog. No more secrets, no more hiding. It's time to find hope and give hope.
You will notice that posts are not made everyday. I have limited internet access and post as I can. I keep a journal that I write in every night, so you may see 2 or 3 posts on the same day.

Again, thank you for stopping by. May you find a little bit of yourself in here and take away some encouragement. May God Bless.







Saturday, January 15, 2011

January 15, 2011

Not much to write today.  The morning started out rough.  I woke up at 3:30 and couldn't go back to sleep, so I been thinking about what I wanted in a relationship.  I thought about what I deserved, because I am special (there's that positive talk..lol).  It was 2 pages long front and back.  The trip to Virginia was stressful.  My boyfriend was in a bad mood.  When I started to talk about my list from 3:30 he let me know that we were not serious.  WOW...ok...how do I take that.  My day was totally shot.  That is part of the disorder.  So I distracted myself and just stayed quiet.  Before we went to bed last night he asked me what was wrong and I told him.  He said he didn't mean it the way I thought.  He was so sweet to me after that.  I was so tired today.  signing off for now

Tammy
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